just the three of us

i'm glad that this blog is coming to a close
and will be happy to look forward to something brand new

i want to write a screenplay
audition more
start painting
or maybe own my life again

i know that i've said it a billion times before, but i WILL keep writing here
it's just the pressure of having to do this every day
that got to be too much

i love this blog
the discoveries made
the experiences cemented when they could have disappeared
the words
the photography

maybe i'll be be back in no time
in just a week or two
all i know is that tomorrow wraps up this year-long project
but it doesn't wrap up me

so much can happen
in any given year
this just happened to be these 365 days

new jobs
birthdays, travel
an expanding acting resume
the first time i've had a live-in relationship
the first time my family's met anyone i've loved
maybe even the first time that i have loved

it's late
i'm tired
and a new day lies ahead

matt's asleep beside me
with his arm across my chest

it's time to return to life now
and there's so much more, i guess