passion / pray

ok God
lesson learned
not much more to say
anymore
about this matter
no more to say
at all
really

if there was anything else
that you felt you needed to teach me
pertaining to this plight
then please
for future reference
just be a bit more clear

and if
you just so happen
to have turned your back completely
then
please
remember that i
have not turned mine
on you

a blessing came in human form
this past summer
and then that blessing was taken away
with the promise of a re-birth
in the
almost
foreseeable future

more than forty days or forty nights
this test carried on
and through faith in something higher
alone i have survived

but now
the time in the desert has almost ended
and the awakening for new life
has finally
arrived

your blessing is risen again
and all of my thanks and praise are granted
to you
for this gift

but in regards to that other thing
the cruel joke
that's been played
while your back has been turned
on me

well
i think
that enough is simply enough
because if this is just another lesson
that you've been trying to teach
for some time now

well
like i said in the beginning
ok God
lesson learned