"please excuse our mess"

the end of one day
and the start of the next
staying busy is great for many reasons
not so much so for others
i'm drained
i have nothing to say
and this is certainly
the point in time
when promising to write
once a day
every single day
for one full year
proves to be an almost impossible task
my eyesight is blurry
there's a dull ulcer-ish feeling in the pit of my stomach
what once was my mind now feels like mush
and i don't have a single interesting
story, experience, rumor or opinion
to share with you
i suppose
there is a lot going on in my personal life
but i'm not ready to talk about it
and it's true that
at least one of our actresses broke down in tears
during filming tonight
but i'm done writing about that movie
so, bear with me for a little bit
i beg of you
while i recoup, recharge and re-god knows what else
the dry spell will subside
this too shall pass
and in the meantime
i'm sorry
but from one hopeless, boring blogger
to the rest of you
all i can promise is that
i will be back