quasi-poetic shorthand musings

cried twice today
movies do it for some reason
life not so much
shielded
blocked
safe
from feeling
rational thought kills all sadness
in me
"this too shall pass"
over and over
over and over
inside my mind

let it all come in
the truth of each disappointment.

the fucked up truth of life
is that it is wonderful
and awful
at the exact same time.